I have tried!
i have tried everything and much more... im a fighter, so i try to the finish - i really try!
then when the finishing line is near, i try with a lump in my throat and then i try harder till the tears squeeze themselves out, then i stop... i dont stop stop, i stop still jogging... i stop like i could try again - i never just stop.
after the stop comes the philosphizing... 'maybe it wasnt meant for me,' 'maybe if i pray long enough it will come to me', 'maybe im not good enough, i should change...', ' maybe its the weight gain, the boob gain and lose 'maybe im too good for crap', ..maybe, who knows... maybe shit!
There is a decision making time...a time when enough is just enough,
when the serenity prayer annoys,
when philosophy sounds like a bad rock music-
there is just such a time when STOP is STOP!
You deserve the best part of life cause you serve the best cause -
there - i said it! and that my friend is the sweetest 'philosophy'!
lotta love & fancy flights!
i have tried everything and much more... im a fighter, so i try to the finish - i really try!
then when the finishing line is near, i try with a lump in my throat and then i try harder till the tears squeeze themselves out, then i stop... i dont stop stop, i stop still jogging... i stop like i could try again - i never just stop.
after the stop comes the philosphizing... 'maybe it wasnt meant for me,' 'maybe if i pray long enough it will come to me', 'maybe im not good enough, i should change...', ' maybe its the weight gain, the boob gain and lose 'maybe im too good for crap', ..maybe, who knows... maybe shit!
There is a decision making time...a time when enough is just enough,
when the serenity prayer annoys,
when philosophy sounds like a bad rock music-
there is just such a time when STOP is STOP!
You deserve the best part of life cause you serve the best cause -
there - i said it! and that my friend is the sweetest 'philosophy'!
lotta love & fancy flights!
yes, i'm certainly with u there cos when u stop, the thoughts always flood ur mind..
ReplyDeletedid i wait too long or not enough? did i try too hard or not enough? maybe i should've been more kind or patient or maybe more defiant or carefree
perhaps i loved the wrong person for too long, or fought the wrong cause..
wateva it is, its always best to b able to say that u tried ur best..
thought provoking post..
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